So I have made it 2 weeks without so much as a puff from a cigarette. It is going fairly well. It was a really stressful week at work, but I managed to survive on nicotine replacements. I am pretty stoked about that. The hunger thing doesn't seem to be that much of an issue. I don't feel as if I have gained any weight really. That was always my biggest fear. I would hate to gain weight after I all I have done to lose it.
Sometimes my depression gets a hold on me. It is something I have always battled. I think that has more to do with my money situation. It is so hard to consistently push yourself to do your job 100% all the time when you are payed so little. It can be so demoralizing But, I know that I am on the right track to making my life better. Slowly but surely. I just cant tell if I am stalling in my journey, or if my depression is holding me back from seeing the success I have had. All I can do is keep moving forward. It is all you can do. The other option is giving up and I dont think my heart could handle anymore disappointment.
This whole journey into healthier living is a long and arduous one but I know it will pay off eventually.
It better!
I am turning my life around because my life turned around on me. I am 400 lbs and unemployed. I plan on changing both of that.
4 comments:
It is getting better, and it will continue to. Stay strong my sistah!
On the bright side: imagine all the money you will save once you have completely quit nicotene!
On the bright side: imagine all the money you will save once you have completely quit nicotene!
Kenny, you are the embodiment of inspiration. One day the money will follow your light!!!!
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